I have been out of the forum for so many months that I totally forgot how it was here.
I am very happy and thankful for this community for the support when I was down and depressed. I am on my happiest times now, and I have to admit I still have the POM episodes, however they aren't that often now. I am staying strong and aware most of the time that it really takes WILL POWER to really get rid of yourself from addictive activities
Thank you everyone for the support and acceptance when I mostly felt alone and rejected.