This is my first time of Karezza (IN SOLO).
I really don't know if there is such thing as SOLO Karezza, but what I tried earlier today was different.
I was reading the responses of other members in this community with regards to my P/M/O addiction. And one of the response said that instead of masturbating, that I should caress my breasts lovingly. And so I did.
I copied this from my earlier blog. This was what happened.
I tried to make love to my body. I like the sound (Making Love to My Body). I never thought I could feel great with your suggestion. I love my ex's hands on my breast. When he holds or caresses it. Our lovemaking then would be interrupted when he sucks them. There were times I don't feel tickles but most of the time it is so ticklish it ruins the moment. I only don't feel the tickle when I'm the one who touches it. But I never felt any loving sensation when I am the one caressing it.
Just earlier, after reading your suggestion, I made my first trial to MAKE LOVE TO MY BODY. It felt different from my masturbation. Before when I do clitoral stimulation, with nipple stimulation, it was good, but the sensation I felt earlier was more amazing than with just masturbation.
What I did. When I showered, I focused my loving caress to my body. I started with paying attention to my senses while I was massaging my scalp. It was really odd, my mind was still, my scalp was so receiving of the pressure from my fingers. It was an overwhelming feeling of joy. Was different, I can't put exact words to it. Then when I soaped my body, I focused to where my fingers would touch. From my neck going down to my feet. I massaged every part of me. Slow and steady. Not as if I was in a hurry. It felt so great.
I spent more time with my breasts as you have suggested that I caress them instead of my clitoris. It wasn't in a manner of grabbing them or trying hard to make my nipples hard (like the way I did before) but in a more loving caress manner. It was slow and steady and equal. It was an amazing feeling! I don't know how fast it was but I was so hard (no feeling of hunger on my clitoris). There were instances my mind would say "it's time to rub your clit" but I refocused my mind on my loving caress and sensation. It was really different.!
When I moved my hands to other parts of my body that needed my loving caresses, every sensation felt the same. I felt so good about my body.
When I was done with soaping and was washing. I was curious if what I did was right because it was my first try. So I checked, and I was amazed that I was wet! And my fluid was still oozing out of my entrance! I washed myself off, finishing my showering. And even after all the soap was gone, my wetness still continues to flow out. I continued making love to my body til I was drying my hair, my body with my towel, paying attention to the softness of the cloth. And even until then my wetness flows out.
I enjoyed it and not felt guilt about it. It made me appreciate my entire body as a whole and not as one part to the other.
It was a great experience.