Here We Go (Day 1)

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Okay I'll keep this introduction relatively short.

Firstly, this isn't my first time attempting to reboot. I think it's time I really get this masturbation bit in check again. It has been a long time since I've been with anyone but I think I may have found a prospect. I stopped masturbating the first time for about a year then it got out of a control after a super long dry spell. I had lost the will to remain disciplined and succumbed to the porn monster. Once I started again it became furiously out of control, I masturbated on a regular basis and right now I'm at this point where it's a challenge to not masturbate even for a day.

That's how bad it is at the moment. But now there's this woman in my life. I don't know for certain that it's going somewhere but it's reminded me that whenever I do get into a relationship I don't want excessive masturbation to be a problem. There are certain aspects of my life that I'm going to have give special attention.

I'm going to have to start eating healthier, exercising more, and of course be rid of this addiction to orgasm. I think I've got some things in my life in balance. I do well in school (3.9 GPA), I make a decent amount of money working (enough to get by) and I maintain good relationships with my family and friends.

The only bit that's missing is a girl I can really love. I don't see masturbation having a place in a mutually satisfying relationship.

So here's my end of day 1 report. I've got blue balls already. No noticeable shrinkage but there was a lot of temptation to look at porn. I decided to focus on other things. I took care of some errands and started preparing for my next semester in college. I just got off the phone with my lady friend and she's giving me a lot of positive signals. My mood is good but we'll see how it goes after a few days without O or Porn.

Wish me luck friends.