About four days ago I slept with a girl. I was going to keep the counter going.
I just saw her and we foreplayed for like an hour straight. We didn't have sex. This left me with blue balls. after she left I tricked myself by pretending I slept with her and masturbated.
I am going to start over and this time I am going to go 90 days. I am very disappointed with myself and it has made me re evaluate my current priorities. I need some time to myself again and plan on staying away from women for a while.
90 Days here I come!