The beginning of Day 2 of not asking my Isadora for anything. Yesterday was easy because I was angry. Today she came downstairs to dress by the fire as I was on the yoga mat. I couldn't look at her nakedness. It's just too confusing for me. How do I give when my lust is soooo high? I'll figure it out. I also did not stop my practice right away to give her a greeting hug. It is usual for me to drop whatever I'm doing to take her in my arms (puppy vampire). We've agreed that it is a sign of separation to not greet or part without a hug or a kiss. So I finished the Lunge pose before I got up to greet her. By that time she was fully clothed. Part of the deal is also not to take. All was lost as soon as she was in my arms. Her shirt was soft and my hands lingered on her strong back as I held her close. She broke the embrace in the nick of time. Definitely edging, I was on the brink, the very edge of going too far into bloodsucking. She saved us. I'm not starting the count over.