Last week I labored over an entry. Went to preview, got caught up in checking the text, and without knowing where the cursor was, I hit backspace twice, and it all disappeared....never to be found :(
Aphrodites Chela's blog
I think more happened than she's 'fessing up to
"A Breath Taking, First Sight Soul Shaking, One Night Love Making, Next Day Heartbreaking Guy"
by William "Smokey" Robinson
One night you held me tight
And whispered in my ear
All night sweet words
I never heard
And I believed every word
Next day you came my way
Without a word to say you passed me by
You didn't bat an eye
My darling won't you tell me why
You're acting strange toward me
Why have you changed toward me
Are you just a breathtaking
First sight soul-shaking
Will you pray with me?
She was reluctant (cultural induced reaction) but acquiessed
Take my hands, close your eyes, repeat after me
"May I be filled with loving kindness
May I be well
May I be peaceful and at ease
May I be happy"
Open your eyes. We held eye contact
"May you be filled with loving kindness
May you be well
May you be peaceful and at ease
May you be happy"
"May all sentient beings be filled with loving kindness
May all sentient beings be well
May all sentient beings be peaceful and at ease
May all sentient beings be happy"
She countered with:
It's so nice when it works.
Yesterday I heard her up and called her to my bed. She came. As I held her, she asked, "Is this cuddling karezza?" "No it's cuddling. Karezza involves intercourse." We spent the day home together. The 2 year old, One Who Blesses Us All was with us for a few hours. Later we sat close (thank you small screens) to look at photos and video we took of The Blessed Child. Arms around My Beloved, I said, "Let's make love." "Yeah, I know." as she moved away. This is good. Last O, for me, was is Feb and last month's attempt at karezza didn't work out.
What is the purpose?
What does it do for you?
Do you have to make it hard?
I want her to kiss me deeply, kiss me frequently, kiss me all over with love and tenderness. I want her to look at me with affection and adoration. I want her to caress me with hands that are alive with curiosity. I want her to touch me to express her love and to heal.
I want her to make love to me, like I make love to her. She does not.
The old formula: I do all of the above and add some heat. At some point she knows she wants to cum and everything shifts. Then, at that point, I feel wanted and needed. Then, her touch has intent.
Great little book. The material reminds me of Harvey Jackins work with Re-evaluation Counseling http://www.rc.org/
The Richardson's are definately onto something. At several points they describe an emotional event and I want to holler at them and say, "Gary knows about that! Marnia's written about that!"
I brought the breath pattern to my meditation this AM http://www.reuniting.info/node/5551. It's a nice way to focus (if you don't mind being slapped upside the head) when my mind wanders. Well one thing led to another, and the shock waves rolled in.
These are the voyages of the starbody Wankerwise
We are stardust. We are golden. We've got to get ourselves back to the garden.
What is it good for?
The Surgeon General Cautions: Risk of embarrassing jerks and spasms, head injury, and neck strain. Safety and effectiveness of this practice has not yet been determined safe by Gary.
This AM's revelation....Like WOW! where the hell have I been?
I made a rather glib remark http://www.reuniting.info/node/5356 about how I could channel energy every which way and place that I wanted. Well, guess what boys and girls, it ain't so.
Energy traveling along my spine, crown to t'ain't or other way, easy. Tap into that flow and out through my heart, no problem. Out my dick, yikes! major congestion low in my belly....couldn't move it past my pube.