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by Barry Long
“Shakti is the power of divine love waiting to enter woman and come through her to man.”

I seldom enjoy using Eastern words because they confuse the West. The words I do use are ‘karma’, the repetition of the past as existence; ‘tantra’, the reaching of God consciousness through the love of Woman; and ‘Shakti’ which I want to talk about now.

Corporate Porn

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I'm onto my second book by John Burdett. It's a lot like the first I read; which was third in the series of four (I picked it off the library shelf). Bangkok Haunts is a murder mystery that takes place in Thailand. It is violent.....and humerous. I learned something about Buddhism for which I am thankful.

♥ Happy New Year!

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Not quite karezza...almost 3 months without an orgasm. I was feeling good in my sobriety but struggling with chastity. Had a looong discussion about The Relationship (she asked) and it really cleared the air for me. That was 2 days ago. I've been in her bed a lot (5-20 minutes morning and night for 5 days). I've been doing really well with just being present, caressing, not going for the thrill, not trying to excite her, kissing...all good stuff. Yesterday I had two very strong and clear images of being inside her and I was very flirty.


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I hung colored lights on a trimmed fir tree in front of our house. They are timed to go on at 6:00 AM to give light to the morning travelers and again at dusk so I will be greeted by light upon my return.

the world spinning into darkness.

the winding down
the wasting away
the descent of the universe towards chaos
the dissipation of energy.

coming together
the collision of two separate objects
individuals, minds.
Energy released
that which was bound in material
rigid ways
is set free.

the organizer
the coordinator


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Just finished "Precious" by Sapphire well read by Bahni Turpin....brought me to tears many times.....so much damage and waste. Although not mentioned directly, my eyes see it all rooted in porn.
You just never know the life of someone you see on the street.

The corporate myth is that courtesans/porn stars/actors/models/sex workers are happy making money by having sex (or revealing their bodies to jack you up). Any tabloid will reveal the cost.

2 Years (almost)

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A month shy of 2 years on this path
I started out on fire and evangelistic. I took on Dr. Berman and wanted Marnia on Oprah (got kicked off both of their sites). I was already phasing out of porn. I embraced the idea of not seeking orgasm. Orgasm is no longer relevant.

Learn To Be Still

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It’s just another day in paradise
As you stumble to your bed
You’d give anything to silence
Those voices ringing in your head
You thought you could find happiness
Just over that green hill
You thought you would be satisfied
But you never will-
Learn to be still

We are like sheep without a shepherd
We don’t know how to be alone
So we wander ’round this desert
And wind up following the wrong gods home
But the flock cries out for another
And they keep answering that bell
And one more starry-eyed messiah
Meets a violent farewell-
Learn to be still