It is funny how two nights ago I blogged about dreaming of masturbation because last night I had the opposite kind of sexualized dream. In it I dreamt of the very first girl I dated and by the end of it we were beginning to have sex. While doing so, she gave me a purple condom (crazy, huh?), and while putting it on I started wondering if she would want to participate in Karezza or just have the societally normal version of sex. Right when we started, I felt like I was going to orgasm and then I woke up with a very strong erection. I did not orgasm, nor was there any leakage.
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It has been four weeks now of no PMO! I am almost nearing my previous record (between four and five weeks, I think).
Hello all! I have been reading blogs and message board posts on this forum for a couple of months now, and have finally decided to start sharing my journey.
I am a 24 year old male who has been addicted to porn and masturbation since I was at least 12 years old. I used to masturbate just about every day, and sometimes several times a day. I started off masturbating to soft core porn, and progressed to straight up sex videos. I also have masturbated in the shower to images of women I have known in my head.