Right now I guess its time to do more work on myself. I guess. I spent 5 years with no sex and no relationships working on myself.
Relationships aren't working out, so I will just keep working on myself.
Someday, some girl will come along and either think I'm totally awesome for all the work I've done becoming me or think I'm a total pain in the ass because I have all this armor around myself trying to protect from all the past hurts and stuff..
Or, maybe, she'll think both.