43 days into the reboot, and I'm still stuck in what I believe to be the longest flatline period yet. Don't really sleep too well at nights, so my days are drowsy and blurry. My workouts have been pathetic lately, and I haven't really been able to push myself lately. Procrastination is dominating as well. 3 exams on Friday, and there's no studying being done. I'm sort of sitting around and feeling numb. Well, at least i've been reading plenty.
On the brighter side of things, I had the girl over again last night. Following the advice presented to me in my last post, there was no orgasm involved. We just watched a movie and cuddled during the evening, then went to sleep. I woke up at around 2am to us making out! Weird! Almost as if I started kissing her in my sleep. Needless to say, it got pretty steamy. Felt like i got semi-hard just from a little kissing. It seems like the relations with this girl are on track to something serious- but i'm still not really sure. A girlfriend would definitely be an interesting addition to my life.
I'm really hoping that this flatline will even out soon. I'm not too keen on feeling depressed and drained every day.
In new unrelated to the reboot, but relevant to life, I'm getting the hell out of here for Spring Break (next week). A close friend recently inherited an old Triumph motorcycle from his grandfather, and has been talking about taking a trip for months now. He invited me to join him on a ride down south for break. We're not sure how far we'll make it, but the prospect of hitting an open road for the hell of it is pretty appealing. He also promised to teach me to drive a motorbike during this trip, which has been a goal of my for ages. Hopefully i'll come back with new perspectives and inspirations.
To all of you out there, keep fighting the good fight.
Stay strong, Stay golden