When George Costanza goes without sex/masturbation for 30 days? And he starts to evolve into a productive member of society. He becomes a bit of a genius. I love that episode. His downfall was his intelligence. He calculated the chances of ever being able sleep with a Puerto Rican woman again and decides to indulge in his opportunity.
That episode reminds me a bit of myself. I begin to improve as a person the longer I progress. But eventually my confidence increases to the point where I assure myself that I can MO without relapsing, or take a peek at porn without falling back into the web of lies. Of course the moment I do either, I begin the cycle all over again, eventually falling back into the web of lies, a chaser effect and the end to my sanity.
Serenity NOW!!!!! :)