Day five.... I am starting to feel more alive, I haven't started eating all raw foods yet but I might start today or tomorrow. That should make me feel even better. I luckily don't have a porn addiction and I have an abundance of love and affection from my beautiful Lady. My approach this time is not based on willpower like in the past, whenever an unwanted thought or desire arises I let go of everything and see what is really true, a great techniqe I learned from Adyashanti that I have been trying to apply to a lot of things in life. A strong feeling of sexual energy can be felt and manipulated but even that could be let go of and a much larger vast energy that is at the core of our being can be let in. I feel that willpower is based on Ideas, concentration and dedication but I think ,for me at least, that things are a lot eaisier if everything is let go of and and a gentle flow is felt throughout the body. IM NOT GOING BACK to ORGASMS!!!!!!!