I just got back from a two week mindfullness retreat in France not to long ago
It was wonderfull. Uncomfortable at times on an emotional level, but I'm so happy I went
I made an attempt to reach out to a therapist today. We spoke briefly, and she said she'll return my call later
I'm gonna try my best to seek support.
I think If I keep waiting and hoping and trying to work on myself nothing is really going to change in the relationship department.
as far as the guy I was seeing last month, I don't really no what to make of it at this point. He invited me over to his house last night but I didn't go...not sure whether I made the right decision or not.... There's alot of fear and also pride that motivates my decisions.
There's a possibility I may bump into him at some point in the future as long as I continue to keep eating at my favorite place where he also frequents
Wish me luck with finding a good therapist