Just finished a couple of days of looking after my little daughter, finished some work this afternoon and was looking forward to going to a social dance tonight but when I got there the anxiety and tiredness got to me and I turned around and drove home.
The thing is I knew what I really needed at that moment was to socialize, but I don't know... I guess the tiredness got to me, and the fear of not fitting in... I didn't give myself a chance to find the healing I needed.
Well, 12 days since PMO. No real struggles this time as long as I keep dancing. I've been going to lessons four nights a week... just missed the social tonight.