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Day 11, February 14th 2012; dead wood

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Something interesting happened yesterday: for the first time in my life, as far as I can remember, I did not have an erection when I woke up. At first I thought it was an anomaly, but the same thing happened today, so in all likelihood it is connected to the rebooting. A couple of days ago I wrote that my penis had been unusually small, but at that time I was still having the morning erections (although they are usually not full), but funnily enough it has now returned to normal size.

15+ years of porn addiction

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Day 1, February 3rd 2012

This morning I had to get up early because I had a meeting at 9am. Since I'm the opposite of a morning person, this means that I got up as late as possible, did breakfast etc. according to my tight but precise schedule, and went to the meeting.

How different would the day have been if I had had nothing to do; I cannot remember a day where I didn't masturbate as soon as I got up in the morning, as long as I had the chance. And, being a student, I can assure you I wasn't lacking in chances.