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Please read this,it could be a little comforting for you...

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Hi guys, I would like to say thanks for the good work that this site has been doing to so many people out there.I came across this nice article on the pyschologytoday.com website and i thought it to be nice and comforting to share with the guys on this site.It will make an interesting read for you guys out there who will give it time to read it slowly and let it sink slowly.I have stopped counting days now since my start of recovery on new year's eve and i haven't looked back then.But what i find myself struggling with mostly is fighting fantasy since my mind has been used to this for so l

Just got an internship at a data recovery firm, and we are talking with my girlfriend again.But i need your counsel on this.

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Hi guys, am going strong and i can say everything is going on well.Just got an internship to test out my skills at the job market,its an IT firm that specializes with data recovery.Thanks to this site i can truly say am changing bit by bit and am taking each day at a time as it comes and thanks to this recovery process am now living my life on a more self conscious state.Am very careful of what content i get into my mind through what i see and hear.This seven months journey has been one hell of a ride with its ups and downs but now i feel like my life is starting to regain its normal shape

How do i stop thinking and seeing everything in terms of sex?

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hi there, i just have a question to ask this morning,how do i stop thinking of everything in terms of sex? could this be one of the side effects of porn and how can i overcome it.For example i could be reading a statement that is not sexually related but i find myself trying to conjure something sexual out of it.
Thanks.

what do i do about lack of love for things i used to love and what's the remedy for short memory

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hi guys,its been quite a long time since i posted something on this site.I woke up this morning and felt i needed to say something regarding my progress in this reboot process.I will be celebrating 6 months this month since quitting porn with a few masturbation relapses in between.I can surely say its been a long way coming.I have also had a sort of a break up going on behind the scene prior to the start of this reboot.But one thing that i have been suffering from during this reboot process is the lack of love for the things i used to love doing.

she's back but should i tell her about my reboot process and my ped problem too?

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hi there guys,i have to problem that i want to be helped with.If you read my first to this site you could remember that am undergoing a reboot process with a sort of a break up in the background.It has really taken a toll on me during the past months but it has got better lately since the moods from porn withdrawal subsided.even though we dated for like a month or so i really had strong feelings for this girl but she said that we needed to end it since there were alot of things that were not in place.So last sunday she called me and said we should hook up and doesn't want anything but just

Is lack of morning wood a sign of low healing progress?I have a confession to make.....

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morning guys,I tend to feel better when i happen to enter this site and after reading what other guys are saying on this forum.I have mostly been concentrating on things that somehow tend to make me feel happy and leave me motivated.

should i tell my friends about this reboot process and how is sex after the reboot.

Submitted by ekamau14 on

hi there everybody,it feels nice to really post something regarding my progress when am free.I got one of my sort of spontaneous erection today which really felt great and different than the porn induced one which i was used to.The thing is i have come to appreciate that the internet can be extremely resourceful and informative and at the same time it can be used to engage in very bad vices as well as we are all aware of.
Today i have come to ask one or two questions regarding this reboot process.This include the following:

Is it too late to start dating considering my age?

Submitted by ekamau14 on

morning everybody,depending on what part of the earth you are at this moment.Well am actually starting to feel more normal again these days.I actually do not feel moody alot these days and considering that am doing these reboot process while undergoing a sort of a recovery from a break up,i think am doing okay.I think i have actually let everything go which i have come to see it as a very powerful thing to do when all else fails.The thing that i think that i missed much due to porn was a healthy social life mostly the dating part.Considering am 25 turning 26 next month,i don't know if am p

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