I don't want sex.
Well, I do.
A few months ago, I couldn't get enough. Now I have sex pretty much as often as I want with my wonderful partner. She will willingly have intercourse with me every day.
But she isn't at a point where she is really aroused most of the time.
Today is a good example. We cuddled and actually I was having a really good time just snuggling. But I escalated things to intercourse. And she was fine with it but mentally she wasn't there. I could tell. So after a bit I lost interest in that. For awhile, even though she wasn't there, she was kind of into it, but mentally she wasn't really.
I realized I was happier just snuggling and will focus on that tomorrow.
I think my partner, my wonderful beloved, has to find her way to getting those breasts into the game. It will take awhile. There are great signs of progress and I've never been happier. But she is really not that aroused most of the time although she's a lot more into it than she was even a month ago when we have intercourse. A lot more actually.
Yesterday she said she had an erotic dream with me in it.
"What were we doing?" I asked.
"This," she said. I was inside her at the moment. "But more vigorous, really hot."
What we do now is sweet and wonderful, occasionally it's a bit vigorous, but it isn't really hot. And she isn't yet lit up from it. By the way, it's been about 6 months for me and about 40 days for her since the last orgasm.
She isn't really interested much in reading or watching Richardson type videos and I'm doing a good job not pressuring her. We are both really happy and content. She has asked for some gentle suggestions as to building arousal through her breasts and she would practice these, as long as she doesn't have to do any exercises or anything away from the bedroom.