I've been here a year now, counting the lurking time, and I learned so much and my life really changed so much that it is hard to believe.
I gave up a lifetime of masturbation a year ago completely and totally without any real issues. I was thinking about that again today. How easy it was to completely and totally stop, something I never could have imagined.
I have had two orgasm/ejaculations this entire year, one planned and one accidental.
And it's been a blast.
Today I almost went over the edge but stopped. It has taken some practice. As Darryl would say, we were playing near the waterfall. Too near in my case but I avoided an accidental ejaculation. I am so much better off without them. I don't want them.
I think the best thing has been the daily bonding we do, making me feel unbelievably close to my partner. I don't always feel the same way about her. There is a neurochemical swing that can depend upon what I eat or don't eat and some sort of rhytthmic or cyclical thing, but by and large i feel so much more about her and with her, drinking in her feminine beauty and caring more deeply and feeling more deeply about her than ever before.
I get a lot of spontaneous feelings in my penis when I think of her, which is all the time, and I'm ready for action pretty much any time.
So that's my story so far.