Just wanted to update my current progress on PMO. Umm not much to really update, just the same feelings as before. Constant anxiety. Just feels like my mind is racing, before when I was attempting to beat PMO back in (2011) I wasn't in school nor was I employed and I guess it was easier to go to week 3 or possibly 4 weeks without a relapse. I feel like when I go a couple days without it now, that I can't bare going to work or just staying focused. I feel happy with myself personally that I am doing at PMO, but I feel like I am missing something when I go further into it, I feel like I can't bare to deal with the stress. Like it's to much for me to handle. I am a very shy person with people I am not comfortable with, but I am very outgoing with people I like to be around. I guess when it comes to work, I find it hard to connect with people I work with either because they are extremely uninteresting or I have entirely to much anxiety to carry on a convo. When it comes to school, I tend to procrastinate a lot more if I don't relapse. It's crazy!! I want to beat PMO so bad and I don't wanna give up, but I am finding it very hard to fight PMO, and adapt to these changes!