A , pretty much lifetime addiction, now 30 days away from it. I know how important it is to recognize the distance travelled on this path, but never, never celebrate victory. I celebrated victory last year after about 160plus days free from porn, that celebration was a huge mistake and eventually lead to my relapse.
Slightly different approach this time. I am completely M free, not just porn. Last time I allowed myself a few M's in between intimacy with my wife. This time totally M free. Also, we are discussing and flirting more with karezza, and if not full karezza (with no O) certainly a more aware , gentle approach to lovemaking. We did use it a few times last year but will try more this time.
I don't have a major imperative to O, sure I like them but I am not pushing and getting frustrated when my wife and I can't get together rested and ready to follow through.
30days have passed quickly.