33 days of porn freedom

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33 days ago this morning I quit viewing porn and M'ing , yes, this was my second real time quitting, having gone a long time 160plus days last year. This helped me in terms of "what to expect". But, I must be honest my mood has been pretty erratic this past month. I think overall it is stabilizing as I rebalance.

No masturbating is pretty much the way I see things going from here out. the only sexual activity I will ever have will be with my wife. I don't think avoidance of M will hurt me one bit. I definitely can't handle simple M without risking a full slip like last spring. Besides playing with my wife is way more fun and the bonding is so great, just woke up together and lay there spooning for a while, no extra pressure just warmth and touch, I did get hard but just gently told myself not now, not a big issue really.

Watching and learning even at this age.

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