Yes sir, working day 20, awesome, remembering all the great feelings I had on my last long reboot. Why did I slip after 160-180 days??? Not sure, overconfidence? Hhhmm...I like to be confident. Not sure that alone was the reason. I just thought one day, just briefly that I was "cured" whatever that means. I think I was thinking I deserve a "treat" or I need a "drug" , I truly don't remember. I thought I would just use a little porn, kind of scheduled , just once and a while, like normal guys do. Go on...it won't hurt, you have mastered this. How can we go from being and feeling peace and freedom and so easily become ensnared? I now appreciate the reminders I get, this is a moment by moment, step by step process, freedom is gained one moment of NOW at a time , not by leaps.
I am writing and participating more at yourbrainrebalanced.com a great bunch of guys that Marnia pointed me at. Eternally grateful to Marnia and Gary.
Keep on, keeping on!