I usually have tended to update during periods of stress, but I suppose I should write a few, here and there, where I am a bit more adjusted. The last two times I posted, I found myself in a serene state where for the next few days I enjoy socializing with people, my anxiety's gone, women are very flirtatious and I'm very attracted--it's tended to wane, thereafter, and I find myself mostly back to where I started. But during those times, I feel as though I'm suddenly fluent in a language I've never even attempted to speak before.
I noticed some odd changes during this reboot, largely shifts in mood quite atypical for a banal personality like myself. At first I just plain craved porn; then I felt dead inside; then at some point I felt like superman, my anxiety vanished, women were coming on to me, and I was genuinely curious about other people and as much attracted to women by their quirks as by their appearance.
I've hitherto not documented my experiences, but have found the posts of others inspirational and thought my unexpected experiences might be helpful.