i got home drunk, was pretty tired, saw an ad....now back to starting over. I'm still watching less than ever in my life, but I keep fucking up. Well, the way i see it is to jump right back on the wagon again. The cravings will likely be intense tonight and tomorrow. I plan on leaving my computer in my car. I don't feel like a failure, just frusterated and annoyed. I feel bested by my addicted brain. Stupid brain. Well, if it helps anyone, stay strong and get back on. Yeah, it would have been best to avoid this, but I let my guard down and paid the price. So, today is day one. Again. For the...4th/7th/12th time? Who knows. We have many day 1s.
Well, for morale purposes, I am not resetting my counter. This is how i see it: I fucked up on day 16. So tomorrow, I'm continuing on day 16 again. I'll keep trying day 16 until I pass it.