I have never been a spiritual person, always quite the cynic actually. I have, however, been around a lot of kinetic energy healing (my nan practices alternative healing of illness through energy chanelling etc) and am very aware of its power. Since being introduced to this new way of lovemaking I have been reading constantly about Karezza. At first I thought it was a simple method of taking it slow and having self control.
The more I delve further into books of Buddist meditation practices (how to connect the body and mind as one) and the breast meditation I discovered through reading, the beautiful, Rachel's blog..it finally occurred to me that there is a lot more to this than what I initially foresaw; this is a journey of spiritual discovery and I realise now that I've been focusing far too much on control and suppressing urges while making love, instead of relaxing the mind, opening my heart chakra and letting energy flow freely. (http://www.health-science-spirit.com/spiritualsex.html)
The sensation I felt through doing the breast meditation last night was like nothing I've felt before. It was as if I was charging my heart like a battery. I could feel the electricity in my bosom and I almost wanted to cry because all of a sudden I was enveloped by this overwhelming sense of love and wholeness that grew from my inside out. Just the thought of holding the hand of my darling or the warmth of his body against mine was so electrifying. I felt right then this great urge to pour all of this love and beauty over him; to completely melt into him as one so that he could feel how I felt. I can't wait to do this with my partner and show him how to feel what I feel! This is truly wonderful!!
Much love and thanks. Xxxxx