
Havent been on the site for quite some time but figured it was time to update my blog. Ive been working in a remote place for the summer in an area with little wifi, no cell service and just surrounded by pure nature. It was an awesome life experience and I am now a month down of no masturbation and no porn. Lots of ups and downs, cant say that I feel any better, but my libido is for sure gone. The voices in my head havent stopped, they keep on pushing but I just roll it off my shoulders and do my best to not react emotionally because that is the key. But ive decided to see a counsellor about this issue in the next coming weeks, she specializes in this HOCD issue and does hypnosis. I dont know how well it will go but at least im trying to get myself help, I need someone to remind me how im doing, its just how i work, I think it has to do with my low confidence. I recently had a wet dream, but Im not thinking of it as a relapse because its natural. I go back to university in a couple of days and I already have a girl ive been talking too for a while, im afraid though that I wont have the libido to do things when she wants to during the first week which is party week.
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Glad you had a good summer
Hope the therapist really gets the HOCD issue. That would be excellent.
Hey! Be optimistic about the girl. There's no need to rush into sexual performance. Tell her you want to take it slow. If you two develop a trust, you might even enlist her help in taking it slow: Boyfriend Quitting Porn? 5 Tips
Happy to hear all your good news.