I realize that interacting with girls is good during the reboot, it helps keep my goal in mind and is a big confidence booster. However, I feel like my new found ability to talk to girls and easily set up dates is a dangerous area. I feel kind of stressed and a little down when trying to figure out the right thing to do in regards to relationships and girls in general. My first relationship ever was very short and I was the only member putting in effort, she used me basically. I've felt used in my other relationships as well. I think this trust issue/ fear of relationships thing is possibly a subconscious trigger because I know if I masturbate, I wont be able to be healthy and enter a relationship. So I've gotta be careful with my flirting.
Also, I've been keeping my mind clear of fantasy as much as possible, but what can I possibly do about my dreams? It seems like when I get on a good clean streak (7 days today) that my mind ramps up the sex in my dreams. I don't know how I can avoid porn if my dreams are basically the same thing... The past two nights dreams have been very over-sexual and I just now felt a strong urge to PMO, but I breathed and refocused before that happened. Just gotta keep waiting I guess :/