Thanks for everyone who congratulated me on hitting 100 days. My sex drive feels like it's raging at the moment. My morning wood just wouldn't go down today. I haven't seen my erection this big before. It looked and felt substantially bigger than normal.
I had another wet dream. It wasn't the unconscious masturbating in my sleep kind instead the end of an erotic dream, wake up and ejaculate. My first wet dream after starting the reboot came around day 30. I assumed this was my bodies natural release period. However since then they have happen in patches. Typically 3 weeks without and then 2 or 3 within the space of a few days. I'd be interested to understand more about nocturnal emissions. A little google needed.
I'm back from travelling and nearing the end of my reboot. It's was a great trip. Travel frees you from normal life stresses (work, commuting, bills) where MO is an easy relief. The last 50 days of the reboot have gone pretty quickly; definitely faster than the first half.
Wet dream this morning. I woke up and then dozed for a little while. I was fantasising a little (real life non porn) and fell back to sleep. I then had an odd porn style dream. I include here as I normal don't remember dreams at all.
Going travelling during the reboot has been great. I've always been in nature which has reduced stimuli and temptation compared to a city e.g. girls on the subway, advertisements, tv. I've had time and space to think, reconnect with myself, and work out what I want out of my intimate relationships. I've also seen vast differences in my social interactions and it's been great to meet new people outside of my usual social circle context.
Woke up in the middle of the night and ejaculated before I knew what was going on. I can remember having a sexual dream about a blonde girl (don't know who she was). My hand was rubbing my dick; I was masturbating in my sleep! So a quick cleanup and back to sleep. However I think I had another wet dream. I'm not 100% sure of this but I seem to remember getting up in the night again to clean myself up. That could of just been part of a dream though.
Yesterday I wrote "My body was screaming out for a sexual interaction. So it feels like my libido is back again (hurrah). Frustrating to not have a sexual outlet". This morning my body found one. My second wet dream. I was so turned on at night and was reading a website of erotic writings. It's not porn so not cheating right? They were a cross between fact and fiction. Obviously this carried over into my dreams. So it seems my natural need to ejaculate is around 1 month.
I've crept over the two months. Can't believe I've gone this long. Crazy :)
Was really horny yesterday. I dozed in bed for ages in the morning fantasying about being with girls I know and lightly playing with myself.
Feeling really horny today. Haven't felt like this for a while. I can't stop thinking about my girl back home. I keep remembering how she would wake me up with a blow-job. She loved pleasuring me. I want to have animal sex with her right now. Errm; time for my morning run then.
Alarm goes off at 7am, out of bed at 7:30. Out of the house at 8. That's definitely progress for me. I read a blog post which states the time you go to sleep doesn't matter, what's important is having a consistent wake up time. He said you should only go to sleep when you are so tired you can't keep your eyes open anymore. Whether that is 8 o clock on 1 o clock doesn't matter. Reading is a great way to tire you out. I will be trying this method for the rest of my travels.