Day 50!

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Well, I'm halfway to 100 days, and over halfway to 90. During the past week, I would say starting on Tuesday or so, I got the super confidence back. I've been feeling pretty good this whole week really. Yesterday and today I have been a touch hung over so I can't say I feel that great about those days. But otherwise, I'm feeling pretty good. One other thing I noticed on Friday was that I started to get an erected in class because the girl who sits next to me was wearing those tight, black, exercise pants because she had just come from the gym. It wasn't at full mast, but it I was feeling it. It was nice to feel a response to a real woman who I wasn't even fooling around with. I'm not sure, but I think I may be to the point where I am starting to have more up days than down days. We'll see but I am optimistic.

I think that a crucial part of my recovery to this point has been refraining from MO. I think that porn is really only half of the problem, and both halves need to be addressed in order to have quick results. Not that 100 days is quick, but from some of the posts I've read, 100 days is about as quick as it can be done.

I'm really curious about how this week is going to go. I don't anticipate being as stressed this week as I have been for the past couple of weeks, so I'm curious about how that will play a part.

Guys! You CAN do this. You MUST do this. Your life will be so much more fulfilling. I'm only half way to my goal and I'm already feeling a lot better. Even if the only benefit you get out of reboot is being free from PMO, it is worth it. You will no longer have to feel like you are hiding something about yourself that you are ashamed of. You will have that heavy burden lifted. I'm starting to think that I may never MO again. I'm thinking that I will commit myself to only experiencing orgasms with real women. Where will you be 100 days from right now? One way or another, 100 days from now is coming. Be strong! Resist with all of your might! And reach out for help if you are feeling that you cannot do it on your own! It is worth it!


Thats where your going to have to be even more prepared!

[quote=James2568] I'm starting to think that I may never MO again. I'm thinking that I will commit myself to only experiencing orgasms with real women.[/quote]
That is going to test you even more so, Just some advice from someone whos been where your at right now. I went about 40 days no PMO but was still having occasional Os with the gf but then I decided to cut those out for about 3 weeks and then decided to have one. Next day was a relapse to PMO (chaser). I had the same exact feelings that you have right now, that I was done with MOing and P and then BOOM it comes all roaring back. Great job on the 50 days but just know sometimes PMO kinda hides out and when your least expecting it itll leap out to see if your really over it. In a manner of speaking.

Thank you!

Thanks guys! I'm looking forward to actually finishing what I set out to do here. It has been tough so far, but this is possible. I'm definitely not out of the woods yet, but I feel pretty good right now. I'm hoping that I've rounded the corner and I'm on a steady trend upward as far as emotional stability and cravings are concerned. We'll see. I'm cautiously optimistic.

Reloaded: Thanks, I'll keep an eye out for that.