Day 5

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Day 5 and beginning to feel stronger. Also my work is going very well, and I'm taking things less personally from wide.
She's distant and detached, a hangover from the passion cycle, but I'm positive better days are ahead.
I'm also re-reading Stanley Bass's energy karezza book. I don't agree with everything he says, but his enthusiasms infectious.
I have to be careful though, often when I start feeling better, I get cocky and think I can get away with porn... I seem to go through extremes of despair to grandiosity.
Hopefully I can stay calm and centered.
Prayer and meditation is essential.