Two weeks

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I'm now at day 14. I've been experiencing the common ups and downs. There were a couple of days at the end of last week where I felt great, but for the past couple of days I've felt pretty blah. I haven't felt sexual stimulation coming from within yet. There have been a couple of times where I've been flipping through the channels and felt nervous from the sexual content and changed to something else. The first time I initially became a little out of sorts as I could hear myself saying 'this is how it starts', 'it'll be downhill from here'. But I reminded myself that I will come across these things in life, it is a regular normal challenge and I can deal with it. That seemed to help and I stayed clear of PMO.

It also interests me to notice when the stimulation comes from the outside and isn't really coming from inside. It feels superficial and somewhat plastic, if that makes sense. I think noticing that has helped some too. As I've mentioned before, I'm actually pleased about the flatline, since to me it means my brain chemistry is getting sorted out, and I look forward to having a balanced brain.

Onward and upward. :)