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Onto Day 4, the most difficult of them all so far. Fantasies keep seeping into my mind even when I'm keeping active.

I've also been really stressed today about a letter I received about some money. It's very strongly worded, and I have no idea whether it is a review or an interrogation. Needless to say, that is my weekend and Monday well and truly ruined. It is times like this when PMO would be a cop out for me. The anxiety is unbelievable. I'm so used to numb feelings that I'm not coping very well with my first test of stress.

This chat is on Tuesday, which would be Day 7. On a positive note, I had a long lost friend text me today asking about meeting up. We have a lot of things in common, so it might be good for me later on next week.

Now, to the physical side, I still feel like I've PMO'd the day before, even though I haven't. Normally after 3 days, I am more energetic and I get really strong erections. Day 4, and it's the exact opposite.

Hope these next 3 days go really quickly now.