Today was a complete, total and utter nightmare.
I've been really stressed all day, panicky, nervous, even suicidal at times. I almost caved in today regarding porn.
I had lots of sexual thoughts today and to be brutally honest, I didn't care. However, I really wanted to masturbate, to get that real dose of dopamine flowing. I decided not to.
So tired right now. Feel so angry. Hope once I've posted my rant on another site and received some feedback, I'll know I'm not going crazy.
See whether I can last Day 10.