I had brought myself to climax twice back on March 8th and found it so dissatisfying that I resolved to abstain. I've never been involved with pornography so there's very little in the way of temptation other than my own libido. Which at the age of 24 is pretty strong. My body seemed to realize I was abstaining. A week after my last bout of solo sex I had three wet dreams all within 24 hours of each other. That two weeks after that were a slog to get through but I made it. The past few days though I could feel myself getting "full" and my penis has become very sensitive. Occasionally my morning wood would brush up against the mattress or blanket and I would become aroused. I believe this led to a build up of fluid. Whenever I start feeling this way I know a wet dream is imminent. The last two days I went to bed early to sleep off that horny feeling. This morning I again was incredibly aroused but I managed to get up and make breakfast. The hot and bothered feeling wouldn't go away. I tried deep breathing and ice but that didn't help. I finally decided it was better to give in and get off quickly rather than have a prolonged session. The sensitivity was incredible and emission was quite a build up but the ejaculation was painful! I don't know if psychologically because I'd been trying to avoid this it hurt or whether I'm just prone to prostatitis. I'm sure making love to the mattress didn't help but masturbation any other way just seems wrong me. I don't consider it a failure. It's been awhile since I've been able to make it a month without bringing myself to climax. I feel like I have more self control now. Let's see if I can go a month without an ejaculation period (whether brought about on my own or a wet dream).