I made a choice to quit PMO and testing. A lot went into this.
First 15 days have been hell, but surprisingly, probably the easiest reboot I've had yet (this is my 3rd real attempt).
I think I need to quit internet testing, and probably other kinds of testing. Let this fall away for 3 months and see what happens. Take a chill time-out, as best as I can, considering the difficulties of rebooting. I think it's definitely contributing right now.
Glad to have a loving, snuggly girlfriend. It makes it easier in many ways.
How are you doing, Marnia?