Practiced the piano, drove my girlfriend to her university and back. Spikes here and there, but nothing wrecking me. I woke up with AMAZING wood. I never realized how bad my ED was in the past. I really have a tool, and I didn't know it. Now I know why men love to build things! I'm sure I'll have even better. Except when my girlfriend asked me about my sleep-talking this morning, "Whom were you saying 'I love you' to?" And I couldn't remember at first. Then I realized, it was this redhead (not my girlfriend) I was hugging in my dreams and grabbing her breasts. And I couldn't confess to my girlfriend that I loved another girl in that dream. This is bugging me a lot. Wondering, when I have no physical desire for my own girlfriend, even though she's cute and beautiful, is that me having low libido? And when I'm looking at other girls, who objectively really aren't any better or worse than my girlfriend, is that me just craving the porn rush of checking for the next best thing, like edging almost? If a normal libido resumes, if that's what it is, will I just be happy with the female form, smell, beauty, and not be so obsessive about certain features, though in reality they may even be endearing instead of how bad I make them out to be?