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Day 8 - terrible start, hope it goes upward from here

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Last night, I was talking to my best friend and at one point he mentioned his "girlfriend", and I got really possessive, almost like I was in love with him. He's not even attractive (in my point of view), and not my type, even if I was into guys. I had such insomnia because of this, and sharp stomach pains like the ones I was getting before during porn withdrawal. I meditated for 10 minutes, and though it was so hard, I'm glad I did it.