re-reboot day 35

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Was watching a movie with my friends last night and saw some nudity in it. When I saw this girls boobs, I literally froze, my face felt numb, and I felt something going on in my head. After that I had some real porn cravings. I turned on SelfControl immediately, and managed not to fantasize. I did MO, but it was to touch. I've been MOing about twice a week and decided to abstain from that too for some time. I think i'm at the point where physically i'm pretty wired to touch, but it can't hurt, and I like the benefits. On a side note, MO to touch is far more satisfying than when I compare it to a relapse with porn.