Day 92!

Submitted by Norbag on
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Hey everyone! I just reached day 90 again.

I feel pretty much the same as the last time I was at day 90. I'm more confident and I care less what everyone thinks. The thing that frightens me most is that I'm pretty close to my last "record" witch is 106 days. I'm really careful at the moment and I try not to spend too much time at the computer.

I also feel that i have a lot more energy this time around. I don't come home too sit on the couch watching TV. Instead I'm learning Mandarin, working out and having band practice, and of course I go out in the weekends. Besides from that I'm feeling aroused very often. When i see girls at work or in the streets I can just sit and watch forever. Its awesome but i don't do it that much because it's super creepy :P Talking too girls is also a lot easier and i feel more attractive and powerful. One other thing that i have noticed is that I can easier look people in the eye and as a consequence of that I am no longer constantly thinking about what they are thinking about me. Apart from all this I am still the same me.

I have a personal goal of reaching 1 year! without Porn and masturbation, sex is for me allowed as i have already had sex in my reboot and because that is the reason I'm doing this: Too have more sex with real women :)

One last thing though. Is there anyone who is at day 150- or more who can give me some advice on avoiding relapse in this period?

Peace

Norbag

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Congrats on your progress!

Congrats on your progress!

How did sex go? Also, just for comparison because I'm curious how everyone's doing did you start on high speed when really young or did you wire to the real thing first?

hey

sex went bad. I didn't orgasm and i was semi-hard the whole time. But that was like a month ago so I'm optimistic.

I am 22 year old man so when i was around 12-14 we didn't have high speed internet. So i started with cable TV, sex phones and believe it or not, fantasy :P But when i was around 15-16 years old I started with the high speed stuff and I did it every day. I didn't have sex before i was 21 years old and It went terrible. I'm pretty much a failure when it comes to sex and relationships but at least I'm working on it.

How is your progress?

Thanks Marnia

The last time I relapsed I was really upset with my life. It didn't have anything to do with cravings. I just needed a release in a stressful environment. After I relapsed i felt terrible. I felt like I just had ruined my life. I never want to feel that way again. And so I'm never watching porn again.