Intimacy. Seems so hard to obtain yet it seems to come easily to so many others. I am just tired of this porn addiction and struggle to rebalance getting in the way of me having a deep connection with a woman. I'm 25 years old and have never successfully had sex with someone. Sex has never been pleasurable or enjoyable for me or anyone I've tried to have it with. And no it's not just about the sex but without I'm just a friend.
So yeah I'm hoping that soon I can find someone willing to work with someone like me with a history of porn addiction.