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Day 30th...Inner balance achieved

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"That is why I will keep running for now. If I aim for the distance, there should come a day when I would be able to reach out to what I have been aiming for."..FSN

Since yesterday a strange thought popped into my mind: That I achieve balance. Thought at first that it couldn't happen so quickly but decided to check something I read on ybop about when you know that you are back to normal. It took me two tries: the first one was 21 days and this one was 30 days in total.

21 days...erections, erections and erections again XD

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We are each of us angels with one wing, and we can only fly embracing each other. — Liciano de Crescenzo

Good morning everyone :) . In the last 48 days of my live I have abstained 42 days...21 days straight in each occasion( took a detour for 6 days, bad idea but educational). Things are getting much better now. When I was turning my laptop yesterday in the monitor I saw my reflection and notice that the look in my eyes had change....there was this kind of glow in my eyes. They looked somehow cute Wink .

♥The polarity of sexual dynamics

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"Physical penetration is sex, which is a very superficial thing. Psychological penetration is love, which is far more deep, far more significant, far more beautiful, far more human. The first is animal, the second is human. And then there is a third kind of penetration: when two consciousnesses meet, merge, melt into each other. I call that prayer". - Osho

First month experience

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"The truth that makes men free is for the most part the truth which men prefer not to hear".
Herbert Agar

Been almost 3 week since I wrote my last post here. I manage to reach 15 days without PMO but binge for the next 6 days. Got up on the horse again and have been pmo free for a week now. So that's 22 of 28 days free from PMO not bad :P. I don't feel guilty for having released, I learned from the experience to be always on my guard because I am having a battle with myself and the mind will try to employ any tricks to seek a short-term relief.

First week..pmo and binge eating connection?

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Believe nothing just because a so-called wise person said it. Believe nothing just because a belief is generally held. Believe nothing just because it is said in ancient books. Believe nothing just because it is said to be of divine origin. Believe nothing just because someone else believes it. Believe only what you yourself test and judge to be true. -Buddha

♥Past, present, future...my story

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In the beginning was the One, and It was infinite in all directions, neither male or female. But It was alone, and loneliness is not good for the soul. Alone, the divine being yearned to love and be loved, to know and be known, to touch and be touched. And so It split Itself in two. One half was male and the other female. The male half we call Shivapure, formless, unmoving spirit. The female half we call Shakti, our mother, who is matter and energy and form. Shiva and Shakti have always been one and will always be one, but to our eyes they appear as two.