"That is why I will keep running for now. If I aim for the distance, there should come a day when I would be able to reach out to what I have been aiming for."..FSN
Since yesterday a strange thought popped into my mind: That I achieve balance. Thought at first that it couldn't happen so quickly but decided to check something I read on ybop about when you know that you are back to normal. It took me two tries: the first one was 21 days and this one was 30 days in total.