My boyfriend and I met as planned late in the evening. We chatted about my plans to go out of town for a bit and discussed the latest goings on in my life. A few of my valuables were stolen by a man that was being hosted by my cousin so we talked about that awhile.
I met the man who is now my boyfriend at a party a month ago. I was involved with someone else I had met online at the time. Choosing was hard but I went with my boyfriend because I found him more attractive and he is older and more sure of himself. He is 28 years old and I am 23. Our relationship is right and good in so many ways.
I can no longer doubt the fact that there is more going to how I perceive the world and make my decisions than intelligent thought. Some feelings come from a more primitive part of the brain. As a pregnant woman I can tell you I have no real problems, none physical or directly linked to carrying a baby. Pregnancy is an overall good deal emotionally and physically if you can survive the first 3 months and some women don't have any tales to tell about that period.
I've broken up with my boyfriend of five months.
He was a sweetheart at first and I plucked up the courage and told him about my desire to practice non orgasmic sex.
The relationship didn't last very long but I am so confused as to how it could all go so wrong and how I could miss the warning signals.
I've had to take an unintended vacation from this site because of internet problems. I remember the emotional state I was in when I wrote my first blog entry. I have since managed to attract a new man in my life and all the hardship of the past is forgotten. Negotiating the relationship has been easy because he is a natural leader and I more passive. We just fit together and I don't foresee any major personality clashes. The sexual relationship started sooner than I expected( a month after we met), after a serious conversation about commitment in the early hours of the morning.
I'm a 21 year old female, knowledgeable about karezza and despairing about my chances of finding a suitable partner. My previous relationship taught me how important sex is by all that it lacked. My ex and I had conventional sex and only he experienced orgasm, we had sex two or three times daily for a 10 day period, with breaks when we were fighting or broken up. I knew I was in trouble when he said it was the best sex he ever had, while I was completely underwhelmed by the gyrating performance and immediate letdown afterwards that we call sex. This was my firt time having sex.