Still no PMO (No porn, no masturbation, no orgasm, no sex with my wife, no fantasizing)
> Feeling VERY balanced (especially after I've quit caffeine last week. The caffeine withdrawal was short but very tough). Can't really describe it, it's like my mind is a "clear lake" now(sorry for the german translation). Very clear thinking, calm but focused.
> Compared to the last weeks I feel this balance and focus during the entire day (even on Mondays :)). Before I noticed more "ups and downs", more "waves in the lake". Still very productive at work.
> One thing worries me a little bit: I don't want to loose this wonderful balance in my life, but I know that I will have sex again after the 90 days. I fear it could trigger the urges.. I really hope the karezza technique will work, I'm reading a lot about it and will "teach" my wife about it as soon as possible.
> To be honest, at the moment I simply DON'T WANT to think about sex, porn and everything related to it (and it's very easy for me to not think about it). Currently I just can't imagine having an orgasm would be worth it. Instead I just want to keep this wonderful feeling of FREEDOM forever :)