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4 days in

Submitted by rick24 on

Hey guys, back at this again. Had some social anxiety. its not terrible but definitely worse around girls, and feel that pmo could be the problem. It hasn't been too hard, but i feel alot of fatigue, sleep alot, and have been having headaches. Is this common? and when would you expect me to see results in interaction? just trying to stay positive. thanks

been a week

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ive finally broken through and have held out for a full week. The problem is I'm feeling a little bit down. Will this pass? As another post I saw im having trouble breaking through in relationships to full the void that pmo has given me. I think ill be fine holding out, but will my attitude/ feeling begin to change? thanks a lot

how important is this?

Submitted by rick24 on

Jeez i cannot get myself rolling. ive been getting on streaks of 4 to 5 days then im like well theres no way i am going to make it so whats the point. How important is this addicting in overcoming. Also if urges are uncontrollable should i mo without p if possible for a couple weeks? Thanks

back at it again but questions?

Submitted by rick24 on

Tried to stop about a year ago with no luck. Im back at it again and trying to really change this time. Just a couple of questions. How important do you guys really think this addiction is? I havent had much luck with women and im beginning to think that this is a big problem. Only on day 3 right now but im definitely trying to go for a month at least. How long does it take before you reach full recovery from this type of addiction? thanks

another dumb relapse!!

Submitted by rick24 on

Another restart, having school off this entire week m is tough to resist. I just need to stay strong. I dont want m out of my life completely but i need to stay off it long enough for a restart. I need to fight the urges and not be reliant on it everyday. Well learning that i NEED to keep myself busy it is the only way. Here we go.

Day 3 so close to relapsing

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I am addicted to mo. These three days have been impossible and im an so close to relapsing. Its tough because I have no school this entire week and getting increasingly bored. I constantly get full erections and am being tempted every minute. Its so tough to fight I dont even know if it is worth it. I dont want MO out of my life forever but if its this tough to control it cant be a good thing. For people who have over come this, how long does it take until the addiction is cracked.

Day 2- much harder than expected

Submitted by rick24 on

The first day was tough. Wow i didn't realize the tremendous lack of control I have over myself. the urges are very hard to control. Exercise is going to key for me during this struggle. Whenever I feel an urge the best thing for me is to go outside. Just for the first day I went outside 3 times and just played some basketball until the urge went away. I hope it gets easier but the first day was a true mental struggle.

Day 1, it begins

Submitted by rick24 on

Enough is enough, i am 17 and have probably been watching pom almost 5 days a week for the past 2 years. I have not noticed the addiction until I finally tried to stop. I would spend a day or two and give in. It doesn't take over my life but its scary knowing that you dont have control over a part of your life. I am going to try to stop until at least christmas and see how I feel/ how it goes. I ned to stop and have control over this part of my life. So day 1 begins. I have never been as committed as I am now so it will be interesting to see how it goes. Wish me luck.