Well, last night I caved.
Things have been going great, but last night, I got extremely horny texting a couple girls that i may be seeing in the future. While going to bed, I tossed and turned, couldn't get to sleep. I started thinking about the sex I just badly want and I lightly touched myself and got kinda hard. I caved. Took maybe 2-5 mins of light strokes to finish the deed. Do I feel guilty? yea, I do. I feel like i'm close to turning a corner. But I feel like my mind is further along in the reboot then my penis. This reboot is taking forever and I feel like these orgasms from me and my partner are holding me back. I don't know how close I am, but I really feel like it's going to take another solid month of no orgasms to maybe turn another corner now. Chances are, even at that point, I'll still have many more days of frustration and patience ahead.
This is a fucking challenge man. I wish I could be assured this ED and PE will subside. I feel like I have a long way to go now..
NEW GOAL: DO NOT TOUCH MY DICK. NOT ME, OR ANY OF YOU VIXENS. 30 days.