No more than 5 minutes ago i had my first spontaneous erection. Fully aware, fully awake. Granted, it was at about 75-80%, but damn it was good to see it come and go in that 5 mins. Wasn't really thinking about sex either. Just reading posts on this site. Don't think I am quite flatlining, but not necessarly buzzing with libido ya know?
I think I am finally breaking out of the cycle of high highs and low low's. Raging libido to dead flatline. It is, how everyone says, evening out. Day 76 and my first truly significant sign of recovery, even if it was shortlived and nothing special, I take it as my first step into rewiring.
Which HOPEFULLY means my unwire is done. Which HOPEFULLY means no more flatlines.
Anyway, had to drop by and update you guys. Day 90 is so close it's unreal. Couldn't have been this long already.
Best of luck!