Just a quick post here. I don't particularly feel good. I feel now I have serious low self esteem compared to just a few days ago. Also I want discuss something rather serious. Since me stopping PMO and video games (since it affects the brain the sameway as pmo and I consider this another addiction of mine) I have been having very violent intrusive thoughts. Its just me basically being violent, hurting, beating and killing other people. Very disturbing stuff. But these thoughts aren't all day nor do they happen everyday. Its just every few days they come and last about an hour, before I'm back to normal. They accompany anxiety. I'm not actually too concerned about since it doesn't happen very often.
It's tough, today is day 43. I read other's blogs and see how others basically feel like gods at this point. Maybe I'm taking longer because I'm dealing with basically two addictions? My earlier cycles I felt good but not this one. I will trug along though.