So as I write this I'm on day 13 of what is probably my 10th attempt at a reboot. I'm 2 days away from the longest time of no pmo in about 8 years. I think I'm going to do quite well this time. Last night is the first night insomnia has begun to set in during this reboot attempt. It was surprising I had two spontaneous erections last night while trying to sleep. No fantasy, no stimulation. I think part of my issue is that I have some negative emotions associated with sex and sexuality and that I shouldn't block feelings of arousal or sexuality, I just need to not pmo and realize that as a person sexuality is naturally a part of my being and not to suppress it.
Regardless in 2 days I'll be at 15 days no pmo which is my longest yet. I might have a promising date tomorrow but she'll probably cancel on me. We were supposed to have a date 3 occasions in the last month and a half. Regardless, I'm hopeful but my day/weeks enjoyment isn't hinging on the date.
I'll check back in, in a few days probably.