Ok been feeling a little OCD lately especially when it comes to an insecurity of mine. Back in 8th grade I was made fun of for having a supposed small penis and it has haunted me ever since. No joke. I have been obsessing about average size, how does mine compare, etc etc the past few days but it has haunted me for awhile.
What is weird is that I do not even have a small pecker compared to average sizes it's actually quite big but for some reason I always feel like I have a small dick wtf. The first girl I had sex with banged me because of my size but regardless my brain still tricks me into thinking I have a micro dong. So is this just nonsense guys? Deep down I know it doesn't matter but that's where the OCD comes into play
I've been slacking on my reboot lately though, school started and I've been so friggen horny. I work at a pool and I see and interact with hot chicks barely clothed everyday! What am I suppose to do! I've masterbated,plain Jane, like around every three days for the past two weeks plus, as well as slowly peeking at more e-boobs and hot babes and I think that is the problem... Even though it seems like my cycle is around every three days until I go insane Im not going to masterbate anymore, orgasm are way less intense as well. I plan on getting some chicks number this upcoming week so well see if I can get them to help me in the near future