... but I have MO'd 6 times throughout.
It's so much easier when you are employed. My triggers now are the weekends with nothing to do.
On day 26 no P, 7 no MO, walking to work I got a spontaneous rock hard erection when a girl walked past! I wish I could list more improvements. I have had glimpses and spouts of high energy and motivation, but I'm still mostly shy, anxious and foggy.
I have a few questions:-
1) When does the insomnia go away? I have a pattern - bed at 10pm, up at 2am and then doze until 6:30am. I can't get back to sleep after I wake up.
2) Should I also completely quit MO? My schedule is about once per week which is when the urge becomes too strong.